By odon Bulamba
Job29:18;
Deut 32:10-11
Every
day comes with its own realities, yesterday has passed and we won’t see it
anymore and we don’t know what the future holds for us, only what we have in
our hands today.
Job
said in job 29:18, “I will die in my nest”.
Other Bible versions say, “I shall die in my nest”. Job faced a lot of problems, lost His
children, His belongings, His health and preferred to die rather than to live
regardless of His friends coming to encourage him every day. He had a skin problem which forced him to use
a stone to scratch His skin because it was so intensely itchy. Everybody put him aside because of the boils
all over His body and His wife said, “why don’t you ask God to kill you”. He answered, “Better to be the way that I am
and die in my nest”.
I
want to tell you today to never and ever die in your nest. Don’t accept to die
in your nest of challenges, secrets or problems. Wherever you are with your problems, don’t
let them wear you but make sure that you wear your problems.
Deut
32:10-11,
“In a desert
land he found him,
in a barren and howling waste.
He shielded him and cared for him;
he guarded him as the apple of His eye,
like an eagle
that stirs up its nest
and hovers over its young,
that spreads its wings to catch them
and carries them aloft.”
The
first song we sang today was, “This is my desire”. What is my real desire? I might say a big mansion, or nice car, or to
be completely healed, to have children, or to have money. What is your desire? If God asks you that today, “What do you want
me to do for you, for your family?” what will you answer, is it to get a nice
job or clothes or something else?
As the eagle
stirs up the nest: don’t ever die in your nest. The eagle
which is a big, intelligent bird can fly up to a great height in a few seconds
come down and pick up something from the ground and they have incredibly perfect
eyesight. This eagle can spread its
wings and can go to wingspan of 9 feet and can weigh around 20 kg but can pick
up 60kg. The eagle can mate while in the
air and no other bird can do that. It’s
an amazing bird. They are special,
unique and if we go through all their characteristics we can picture God. God called Himself an eagle in the Bible and
if God our father, the eagle, who is capable of seeing everything and doing
everything then His children will be called eaglets (little eagle chicks).
When
it’s time for eagle to lay eggs, they will collect materials to make a nest by going
from one place to another collecting one branch from here and another from
there to make a big nest. Every single
branch will come from a different corner of the world with its own history. Only the eagle can tell you where that branch
is from and knows why he collected it.
Once
the nest is done, the eagle has to smooth the inside of the nest so that the
eggs can’t be destroyed by a branch piercing it. The eggs are laid and now the real job begins. When you are called by God, before you are
even born He started to collect all the materials. He collected pieces from here and there in
order to make a house for you, to build a family for you by bringing your
father from one place and your mother from another and putting it all together
to make a family.
Once
I tried to destroy an eagle’s nest. It’s
not easy to destroy a nest built by an eagle, you have to be strong. The eagle makes a solid perfect art . Once you have your family, God starts to
think about the eggs. The colour of the
egg is white but when the chicks are born, they are not all white. The colour of the chick is different to the
colour of the egg. The chicks live in
the nest and fight each other but the eagle doesn’t care, she leaves them there
to seek food and water for the chicks. God
has given you a family and sometimes His presence isn’t there, He is away to
seek for you and you blame and fight others.
At work, you find people who tell you that you don’t deserve to be here,
your colleagues put you down and when you are studying your lecture tells you
that you know nothing and you feel depressed, ashamed and you ask yourself
where is God, why am I the only one who is attacked, while you are absent God
everybody attacks me.
Sickness
attacks and there are problems after problems but the Lord will never let you
down. The Lord comes back and will never
let you down in the same way the eagle returns with the food. All the chicks beg for the food and the eagle
gives to each chick and then the chick relaxes, sleeps and poops. The mother who made such a nice house is
rewarded with poo.
As
the chicks grow up the mother starts to see they have feathers and the mother
realizes that she doesn’t have to feed them anymore and eagle will start to
stir the nest so that the branches turn on the inside and the nest is no longer
smooth so that the prickles make the nest uncomfortable. God changes everything so the chicks fly out
and run away. Sometimes in your life you believe everything is comfortable and
then suddenly it changes and you wonder why and how am I going to live and you
try different ways but it doesn’t work, you are hurt and confused.
The
eagle will always put His nest up high, about 200-300m high on top of a cliff
or tree. The nest is right on the edge
so that when everything is stirred up in nest and the chicks feel pain, the
eagle starts to push them out. The
chicks see the distance down, they start to fear and the mother sometimes
allows them the chance to decide whether they will fly. Those that don’t want to fly; the eagle
allows them to jump on her back. The
eagle will fly up to 4km of high and then somewhere she will twist herself and
the babies fall off and have to find their own way. If they don’t make it they will die so they
struggle until they finally fly
God
is telling you to leave your nest now. It
is now too small where you are and so you can’t stay there anymore. When you were a teenager your parents started
to prepare you for independence to leave the house. What independence do you have in your Lord? People say, God knows me and protects me but
sometimes God will change your life and make it miserable for you so you will
move out from your comfort zone to move ahead because what He has for you is
bigger than what you see now.
Many
people feel they are better where they are now but maybe God has called you for
something bigger. If you want to be
bigger for God, follow His instructions.
God looks at you and He knows you are capable because He sees you now
have wings, so He starts to stir up the situation. When God stirs up the situation, some people
pray against satan and believe that everything negative only comes from
satan. If someone crosses a problem or
challenge people believe it is only from satan but know that sometimes God does
that in order to change you.
In
Exodus 3, Moses went to Midian where he met Jethro, His father in law who told
him to take care of his sheep. Moses who
grew up as a king in the palace of pharaoh, who was well educated, trained, knew
many languages, had lived 40 years with servants doing everything for him and
bowing down before him in a superpower country of Egypt with its extreme
intelligence was now expected to tend sheep.
This
happened because Moses had seen an Egyptian beating an Israelite and Moses
intervened and killed the Egyptian and ran away. God was stirring up Moses who was now in the
desert where he found Jethro. Moses
would have thought to himself, “I’m Moses, the prince of Egypt,” so that meant
nothing to Jethro. Imagine you come from
Hamilton to go to the Sahara desert where there are no trees or plants. You can have a doctorate but that means
nothing in the desert. Moses was forced
to live in a new lifestyle, to survive in the desert without the food he liked
or was familiar to, without his parents, or character. Moses was a prince with many skills but couldn’t
use any of them in the desert.
Have
you come across a situation where you had had knowledge but it’s not
accepted. Maybe you are working as a
nurse for 15 years and suddenly you lose your job with all your skills and
information. God is trying to stir
you.
Jethro
gave Moses a job looking after sheep: Moses a prince had to play the role of a
dog by being a shepherd all day. In New
Zealand we use dogs to lead the sheep around but in those days people had to do
that job. How humiliating it is when you
lose everything and people look at you as a piece of rubbish. Your child talks badly to you like the chick
pooping in the nest. Here Moses had no
choice, he had to tend the sheep with zero training and it was a flock of
hundreds going up the mountain and he had to bring them back every day taking
control over all of them. How annoyed
will you be when one sheep goes to the right and others to the left. Sometimes the pressure of life breaks you in
pieces, you go to the left, to the right and you wonder what you are doing.
Some shepherds give up. Never give up on
life.
As
Moses was walking in the bush, he saw fire but it wasn’t consuming the tree, it
was a strange fire. Curiosity made him
go close to see. If you we fire in a
bush, most of us will run away or call 111 for protection but Moses decided to
go closer. A voice called him, “Moses,
Moses”. Imagine a voice coming from
nowhere in your house, what will you do?
You will fear, even run away because you might believe it was an evil
power. Moses was told to take off his
shoes because He wasn’t to come close because this is a holy place. Moses would have thought about his sheep that
have walked and pooped on this place and it is now holy.
A
common place in your life can also become a holy place, your situations and
problems can become a holy place and give you a mission. God could only send Moses to go back to Egypt
because he had learnt all the doors, gateways, languages, tricks and Moses
could easily see Pharaoh because there was a good relationship between the two and
no one could stop him from meeting with Pharoah. What you have been through up to now is just
a pathway in order to redeem others from Egypt and come to Jesus. You know all the street languages, family
members, signs and codes. The time you
spent with the people in your past time was a time of learning, and now God is
asking you to go back to bring the slaves out.
The people in Egypt were slaves for 400 years and Moses was told to take
them out of slavery.
Sinners
are slaves and when we know many of them, we ate with them, spent time with
them and then we leave them behind when we become Christians and they forget
about us but when they see us again they welcome us back and we now have a
chance to come and take the person somewhere safe. Unfortunately, many Christians go back to the
Egypt and use the old experiences to go back to their old lifestyle doing the
things they did before they were saved and encouraging the weaknesses of
others. God becomes furious when you
leave the nest only to back to the poop.
God
loves you so much, more than we can love anyone on this earth and He is telling
you, “you have to fly, take off from your lifestyle, start a new life”. Moses had an accent and was not accepted by the
Israelites because of His old life as an Egyptian prince although he was a
Hebrew. You can be rejected by others
but God will continue to use you.
When
Moses came to help his people the magicians transformed a staff into a snake
and Moses was also performing miracles took his staff and that also turned into
a snake but swallowed the snake of the magicians. Pharaoh wondered how Moses could learn such a
thing because he had never seen Moses do anything like that. This was a new skill God had given to Moses. What
is the new skill you have that can impress your old friends? What can prove to your old friends that you
are a different person with different personality from when they knew you.
Moses
continued to live with God day after day.
Yesterday I was young, today I am old and one day I will die. What
legacy will I leave behind? What legacy
will you have? In my country if you are
butcher people will bring cow heads to surround your graveyard. What legacy will you leave in the life of your
friends, family and children? Never die
in the nest, it is now time to fly out.
We are going to pray for ourselves, our community, and our family to
come out of these problems and for God to use and allow us to be the leaders of
our community.